Monday, 27 May 2019

I have a message from God in my heart concerning the sinfulness of the wicked: There is no fear of God before their eyes. – Psalm 36:1


Today’s Scripture Reading (May 27, 2019): Psalm 36

Emily Dickinson wrote, “The Heart wants what it wants - or else it does not care.” It is often used as a fatalistic quote about love. Who we fall in love with is seldom rational. History is littered with failed romances that made sense to the mind but never appealed to the wants of the heart. Enter Prince Charles and Lady Diana. A lot of ink has been spilled over the highly visible and volatile relationship between the royal couple. Charles needed a wife and Diana made sense; at least, she did to the mind. Diana seemed to fit well with the advice that Charles had received from his great-uncle Lord Mountbatten.

In a case like yours, the man should sow his wild oats and have as many affairs as he can before settling down, but for a wife he should choose a suitable, attractive, and sweet-charactered girl before she has met anyone else she might fall for ... It is disturbing for women to have experiences if they have to remain on a pedestal after marriage – Lord Mountbatten.

Ultimately, Diana was not what Charles' heart wanted. Charles' heart wanted someone else.

But Dickenson’s words do not just apply to our romantic relationships. She is also talking about life. The truth is that we often live our lives by the dictates of what it is that the heart wants. Nothing else seems to shape the way that we live. Unfortunately, living life by what the heart wants is also evidence of an undisciplined heart. And it is the reason why our lives so often become mired in things that will never move us forward.

David says that he has a message from God “in his heart” concerning the sin of the wicked: They refuse to fear God. David understood his own heart. The Poet-King had long battled with his heart. Part of David’s journey had been to discipline his heart so that it could hear from God. When David followed his heart, for example in the incident with Bathsheba, he ignored God, and it led him into trouble. Allowing his heart to hear the message of God was not something that came automatically for David.

But the second part of David’s statement highlights the war that we have with our own hearts. There is no fear of God in their eyes. The truth might be slightly different. There is no fear, or maybe we could say respect, of God in their hearts. Their eyes lead them where it is that their undisciplined hearts want them to go, regardless of the consequences. The desires of the heart outweigh the gentle leading of God.

The heart might want what the heart wants, but an undisciplined heart will always lead us into destruction because its desires will always lead us away from God. In the end, we fear our hearts more than we fear God. And that will not change until we allow God to change our hearts.

Tomorrow’s Scripture Reading: Psalm 38


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