Tuesday, 31 October 2023

Then Esther summoned Hathak, one of the king’s eunuchs assigned to attend her, and ordered him to find out what was troubling Mordecai and why. – Esther 4:5

Today's Scripture Reading (October 31, 2023): Esther 4

One of the great things about Halloween is that, for a few hours, you can be anyone or anything you want to be. And if you pick the correct disguise, no one will know who you are. And there is a freedom that goes with the ability of being unknown. Even the shyest or most reserved people can become outgoing entertainers if they just wear a costume. The best actors do precisely that with every role they undertake, turning themselves into someone else, sometimes without a costume that hides their identity. They become someone else and act as the character would instead of how the actor would. It can be a liberating experience.

But the reality is that the less we are known, the more unrestrained we are to act; for the commoner, Halloween comes every day. The truth is that I can go and do mundane tasks only because I am unknown. No one cares if I go through the McDonald's Drive-through at three in the morning; I am just another night visitor, and no one cares as long as I pay my bill. But at the same time, it is something that someone famous or influential would find hard to do. Could you imagine the President of the United States sneaking out of the White House to grab a three a.m. Big Mac, hoping no one will know of his nighttime journey? For years, rumors of a secret exit out of the White House for such escapades have existed. Still, the reality is that even if the President could get away from his bodyguards, every person he ran into on his nighttime expedition would know precisely who he was. Rumors would grow until the President and his Big Mac were front-page news on almost every gossip rag. Anyone with any fame knows that being known can be a curse.

Esther was Queen. It must have once seemed like a dream come true to an orphaned Hebrew girl. But the dream was also a nightmare. Esther couldn’t do whatever she wanted to do. She was known, under careful guard, and her movements were severely restricted. A life where she once would have been able to go anywhere now was limited to the places reserved for the King’s harem. Even something as simple as going to meet the uncle who had raised her became a hard thing to do.

Esther had seen Mordecai and knew that something was wrong, but it seemed beyond her ability to meet with her uncle and find out what was bothering him. Instead, she sends a handler to him to ask what is wrong. It was an action that Esther would have liked to have undertaken herself, but her position and fame made that impossible. Once, she could have gone wherever she wanted, but now she was limited by her status and fame. The result was that the man who was once the most important person in her life had now become someone she felt she could only talk to through a go-between. It was the price that had to be paid to go from an orphan girl to a queen.

Tomorrow’s Scripture Reading: Esther 5

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