Thursday, 31 July 2025

My eyes grow weak with sorrow; they fail because of all my foes. – Psalm 6:7

Today's Scripture Reading (July 31, 2025): Psalm 6

In college, I was a veteran of all-night study sessions. It was more likely that I would spend my all-nighters on writing a paper that was due the next morning than on an exam I was going to take. And I wasn't the only one. It was about this time that McDonald's began experimenting with the all-night drive-through. The McDonald's all-night drive-through quickly became a popular spot for those of us trying to finish a paper or studying for an exam. Just knowing that there was someplace, other than 7-11, where we could go to revive ourselves gave us hope. And so, the middle-of-the-night McDonald's run became a fairly regular thing during paper and exam season,

However, there is a trade-off: the longer you go without sleep, the less well your body functions. Things begin to break down rather quickly. The first night passes, and maybe you aren't as mentally ready for whatever might come, but your body is about to send you signals that sleep is required. If you can make it seventy-two hours into a sleepless session, and yes, I watched some late-night study sessions last that long, you can begin to hallucinate and see things that are not there. In college, this was about the time when we started putting people to bed. We didn't care what paper was due; at this point, you were no longer able to write a paper on any subject. You had to get some sleep before attempting any other scholastic chores.

David's eyes are weak. However, it is not an age-related issue. David's eyes are weak due to the intense sadness he is enduring. He is likely not sleeping well. He is feeling like a failure. He goes to bed, but his problems follow him. His pillow is wet with his tears. All of this has had an impact on his life. He can no longer see the world as he once did. Exhausted and sad, it seems like everything is going against him. It isn't, of course, but it seems that it is.

It is a common condition that we all experience at times. In these times of sorrow and exhaustion, we lose the ability to see the world as it is, and all we see are the imperfections that seem to be all around us.

Today marks the thirty-eighth anniversary of the day an F4 tornado ripped through the city where I live, Edmonton, Alberta, Canada. Years after the tornado, I had a friend who would panic every time a tornado watch was issued. He had spent time in the path of a tornado, and the deep sadness and fear he experienced on that day continued to have an impact on his life. On that Black Friday in 1987, a deep sadness had taken up residence in his life, and it refused to let him go.  

David is living in the path of the tornado. Sorrow and fear are blinding him. He can't see past his own sense of an impending disaster that is on its way. His enemies are all around him, and the future is lost to his eyes. And yet, he trusts that God sees, and that God is in control of things to which sorrow had blinded him.

Tomorrow's Scripture Reading: Psalm 7

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