Today’s Scripture Reading (August 31, 2019): Psalm
132
Ed Sheeran released his song
“Eraser” on March 3, 2017. Sheeran admits that the song gave him a chance to
vent a little on some of the things that had happened over the past five years.
Sheeran says that "Friends and family are meant to be the ones who are
there for you, 90% of the time they are, but every now and then there is the
odd comment that just like sinks your soul." I liked the wording. It is amazing
how the odd comments from people that we hoped would be standing with us always
seem to penetrate our defenses. I think that friends and family are often the
ones who have the greatest capacity to “sink our souls.”
The translator decides to use the word “self-denial” to
describe the experiences of David. It is an interesting translation of the
Hebrew word “`anah,” especially
when it is applied to David. David was a great king, and a man after God’s own
heart, but David also got himself into trouble because he did not deny himself.
This is especially apparent in his lust for Bathsheba, his dealings with his
family, and some aspects of his pride and strength. If David had denied himself
a little more, he might have saved himself some heartache.
Maybe a better translation of the
word is to return to the traditional presentation of the word here as “affliction”
or even “troubles.” David had been a King who had suffered much during his
life, and yet he had endured. And this was especially painful when it involved
those close to him. For years, David had suffered at the hands of Saul, a man
that David had supported and against whom he had refused to raise a hand. He
was criticized by his family and some of his wives. One of David’s sons was
guilty of raping one of his daughter’s. Twice his sons had tried to remove him
as king so that they could take the throne for themselves. His people, while
lauding his accomplishments, seemed hesitant to accept him as King. David had
many critics among his contemporaries, but some of the most pointed complaints
came from those closest to him. David was unquestionably a man of troubles.
And yet, through all of this, he
became the King for which Israel would eventually yearn. And while there was
much that would threaten to “sink his soul,” he remained the perfect king for
Israel during his time on the throne. And maybe we need to remember, in those
moments when those closest to us threaten to “sink our souls,” that God is still
in control. We are the people God needs for our time. And he isn’t finished
with us yet.
Tomorrow’s Scripture Reading: 2 Chronicles 1