Tuesday, 12 March 2019

Then David said to Abiathar, “That day, when Doeg the Edomite was there, I knew he would be sure to tell Saul. I am responsible for the death of your whole family. – 1 Samuel 22:22


Today’s Scripture Reading (March 12, 2019): 1 Samuel 22

What does it mean when you say that you “know” something? We actually use the word “know” in a variety of situations. Sometimes we actually “know the information.” If I asked you to figure out the product of two times two, most would not have to figure very long; you “know” the answer is four. After all, math is math, right? Nothing is more obvious than dealing with numbers. Numbers are concrete. Are you ready for a math lesson? Even when dealing with a simple math question, there are some assumptions that we are making. When I asked you what the product of two times two was, you assumed I was using a base ten numbering system. For centuries, that has been the primary numerical language of our civilization, a system that is based on the numbers zero through nine. But I could have been asking you the product of two times two in a quaternary base (base 4) system, a system that only contains the numbers zero through three. In that case, two times two equals ten. The number four doesn’t exist. In a ternary system (base 3), in which only the numbers zero through two exist, then two times two equals eleven. Isn’t math fun?

In the binary language of computers, the question doesn’t make sense. The number two doesn’t even exist; the binary world is made up of only zeros and ones. So, what do two times two equal? Maybe there are more questions that we need to ask even to try to answer the question.

Silly, maybe. But the reality is that when we say we know something, we may not actually know. There are a set of assumptions that we are making. Frequently in my life, I have been asked to play the role of the referee between two people that knew something but disagreed over what the answer to the proposed problem might be.

Still, we are taught to speak forcefully about what we “know.” One mentor even taught me that when I speak about spiritual things, to speak of what I “know” rather than what I “believe.” Don’t say that you “believe” that God loves us. Instead, say that you “know” that God loves with you. And there are times, like when I am speaking about God’s love, that I use the word “know” because I am very sure. And yet, the sum of what I really know is actually quite small. Often I use the word “know” to indicate what is the sum of my assumptions.

David says that he knew when he saw Doeg the Edomite at Nob that he would go and tell Saul. And that could be true. He knew that Doeg was a friend or supplicant as well as a spy for the king. He knew that the spy would go and tell the king where David had been seen so that the king could focus his efforts in and around the area of Nob.

But there was also some assumptions David was making about his reality and the witness of Doeg. There was a wealth of knowledge that David didn’t know. He knew that Doeg would go and tell Saul, and even here it might be better to say that David suspected the Doeg would go and tell the king, but he had no idea how the king would react. David didn’t know that Saul would dare to respond in force against the priests of Nob. If David even slightly suspected that Saul would massacre the priests, he would have likely run the other direction instead of asking the priests for food. Was David responsible for the death of priests and the family of Abiathar? It would be more precise to say that David felt he was responsible. David was not responsible for the actions of Saul. Saul was responsible for his own actions. But that did not help David shake off his overwhelming feelings of guilt.

Tomorrow’s Scripture Reading: Psalm 57

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