Today’s
Scripture Reading (February 1, 2019): Judges 7
Veronica Roth, in her book “Divergent,” argues that “Fear
doesn't shut you down; it wakes you up.” Fear, in proper proportion, helps you
to focus on the threats that exist around you. In times of battle, fear is a
necessity. It makes you focus at the task at hand, it may not heighten your
senses (as in fear does not allow you to hear better), but it does make you pay
attention to the sounds that you are hearing, and to the sights that you are
seeing. Fear is an important survival response. And we need to remember that
fear is not unnecessary; it is important to meet
the struggle that lies ahead.
Even when we are not in times of battle, fear is
important. I remember paying a visit to my grandfather late in his life.
Grandpa Mullen was a singer, the artist featured on numerous recordings, and
someone experienced at singing in a concert setting, and often singing in front
of hundreds of people. On this day, Grandpa was practicing. He was going to
sing one song in his small church on the following Sunday, performing in front
of maybe fifty people. As I walked in on him, he continued to sing, but walked
over and put his arm around me. Grandpa had a booming, powerful, baritone
voice. He finished his song, and then he turned to me and told me of his
upcoming performance and admitted that he was nervous. I was confused. My
grandfather had sung in concerts to audiences many times the size of the small
congregation that he would share a single song within
a few days. And that was exactly the question that I posed to him. Why are you
nervous? I will never forget his response. “Garry, if you are not nervous, if
there is no fear inside you about the path on which you are about to embark,
then you are not giving the task your very best.”
The advice of my grandfather, given to me three
decades ago, has changed the way that I read this verse. Essentially, God is
instructing Gideon to get rid of the very soldiers that he would need for the
fight that was coming. Gideon was getting rid of the soldiers who were smart
enough to be scared. Walking into battle, all of them should have been
trembling in fear, but apparently, ten
thousand soldiers were too stupid to understand the necessity of fear. The
heroes were sent home. Those who would
excel in battle would leave the army before the fight would even begin.
And those who Gideon had left with him were
essentially too foolish to understand that, as they headed into battle, fear was
not only expected, it was needed if they were going to excel at the fight on
which they were about to embark.
Tomorrow’s
Scripture Reading: Judges 8
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