Today's Scripture Reading (June 14, 2021): Revelation 18
“Adam was but human—this explains it all. He did not want the
apple for the apple's sake; he wanted it only because it was forbidden. The
mistake was in not forbidding the serpent; then he would have eaten the
serpent.” Mark Twain makes some sense. We do seem to love what is forbidden. St
Augustine makes the same observation in his “Confessions” as he relates his
famous “Pears Incident.”
“Near our vineyard there was a pear tree
laden with fruit that was not attractive in either flavor or form. One night,
when I [at the age of sixteen] had played until dark on the sandlot with some
other juvenile delinquents, we went to shake that tree and carry off its fruit.
From it we carried off huge loads, not to feast on, but to throw to the pigs,
although we did eat a few ourselves. We did it just because it was forbidden”
(St. Augustine, Confessions Book II).
I
have always loved the story of St Augustine’s pears. It connects so well with
life as we know it, and even as Twain seemed to understand it. Augustine seemed
to agree. Our love for the forbidden is part of our essential character. But it
is also a story of our youth. And that was also something that Augustine
understood. But that night that he and his friends shook the pears off of the
tree to throw away to the pigs haunted him for the rest of his life.
But
Augustine also understood that the episode that night with the pears was a
choice, one that Augustine regretted and wished that he had never made.
Augustine did not have to steal the pairs. He could have “come out” from among
his friends and not shared in the sin of the other “juvenile delinquents.” And
as he grew older, it was increasingly a decision that he regretted.
We
love what is forbidden, but we do not have to give in to our desire. We can decide
to “come out.” It is what mature people do every day and part of what it means
to be an adult. We don’t have to follow the crowd; we can “come out” so that we
don’t share in the sins of others. It is a hard thing to do, but as adults, we
are to focus not on our desires but instead on what is good for us in the long
run and what it is that God wants for us and from us. And the call is still
going out from heaven, “come out” and choose a better path, and not just what
it might be that you desire or what is forbidden. Because while we might want
what is forbidden, the forbidden is also what will cause us regret as we grow
older.
Tomorrow's Scripture Reading: Revelation 19
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