Today’s Scripture Reading (September
23, 2012): Deuteronomy 24
Sometimes I
wonder how much we remember about the earlier stages of our lives. The question
arises every time I watch an older person get cross with a child for the energy
that they seem to need get rid of, or questions about why a youth would respond
in a certain way in certain situations. I know that once they shared the same
age, but they sometimes seem to have forgotten what it was like to be that age.
The same
question arises sometimes as I watch a mature Christian interact with someone
who is young in the faith. It is like they have no memory of what it is that
the other is going through as they make their first steps of faith. They also
seem to have no memory of what it was like before they became Christians. A
while ago I had a bit of an epiphany. Is it possible that they actually have no
memory of the event? For some of them, it has simply been a long time since
they had had some sort of conversion experience. Some have worked hard to
forget that the before ever really happened. What came before was scary and
uncomfortable; it was not something to remember, but rather something that
needs to be forgotten.
And some simply
had never had a before experience. I remember looking at an old picture of a
church that had formed in 1916. It was taken on the day of the first church
service and it was just the picture of a group of people with some children
down in front. Then someone who was watching me leaned over and pointed at the
small child standing just to the right of the group in the picture. And as he
pointed he said “that is (and he mentioned the name of a Saint in the church.)”
She never left. At the time the church had been in existence for ninety years,
and she had been a part of the community from the very beginning. I am sure
that there was a conversion moment, but she was one of the lucky ones that had
never known a life before that was much different from the Christian home that
she had grown up in. For her, there was nothing before to really remember. (And
to be totally honest, even though she had no memory, she was one of the most
compassionate people in the church when she connected with those new to the
faith.)
Moses asks
the people to remember that they were slaves in Egypt. But the truth was that there
were very few people that had any memory of Egypt. And all of those that
remembered a life of slavery, with the exception of Moses, Joshua and Caleb, were
children when they left. And yet, Moses needed them to remember Egypt so that
they could make sense of the Promised Land.
I am
convinced that God needs us to remember our own personal Egypts. Because that
is the only way we can make sense of our own future in him.
Tomorrow’s Scripture Reading:
Deuteronomy 25
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