Wednesday, 10 September 2025

You have searched me, LORD, and you know me. – Psalm 139:1

Today's Scripture Reading (September 10, 2025): Psalm 138 & 139

Several decades ago, it became a fad for young women in their teens to begin praying for the one that God had chosen for them to marry. It started with girls, but quickly spread to the boys. Soon, young Christian men and women were praying that God would reveal to them the one that he had created just for them. They prayed prayers of protection over their future mates and imagined those same future mates kneeling beside their beds, praying for them. It was a beautiful scene; who could argue that this must be the way God worked in our world?

It is still happening. Young Christian men and women pray for the one that God has prepared for them. And then, sometimes, old, unromantic codgers like me stand up and argue that that isn't the way God works. Actually, the problem is that a number of these men and women have actually found the one that God had prepared for them, and for a while, everything went well. But then, life entered the relationship. The job demanded long hours. Children entered the relationship and made demands on time and money. And speaking of money, there never seemed to be enough to go around. The romance that had once existed between these two Christian young people now had to fight with other problems to survive.

Then someone else entered the situation. She was pretty and carefree. He seemed to pay attention to her the way her husband used to. Soon, a relationship begins. In the beginning, it is innocent and fun. But it raises questions. If I am married to the one God prepared for me, then why do I feel this way about another person, and why do they seem to share those same feelings about me? It doesn't take long for the answer to arise. I rushed into my marriage. My husband/wife is not the one God prepared for me. This new person is. How could I have been so stupid? How could things be fixed? Surely, God wouldn't want me to stay in my marriage with the wrong person. God would approve of a divorce if it brought me into a relationship with that special one that He has prepared for me. So, that is what they decide to do—a divorce, a new relationship, and a marriage to the one. And the cycle starts over again.

The problem is our belief in the one. I think it's more realistic to say that God has created a thousand people I could be happy with, but I have chosen my wife. I also believe that is a much more romantic idea. And later, when that other one comes up, we can smile and say, "Yes, I could be happy with you, but I know that I have already made my choice before God." I have chosen my "one."

Are you ready for a surprise? I am uncomfortable with the "omni" picture of God that we often think of as one of the main characteristics of God. I am not sure that God knows everything. I believe our ability to choose means that there are some things that God does not know, and there are ways that we can still surprise him, both good and bad, by the things that we do.

Notice what David doesn't say as he opens Psalm 139. He doesn't say, Lord, You know everything. He says, "You have searched me and know me." You know me as I was, and you know me as I am. And as I grow older, you will know who I am becoming. And that is enough. And as for our mates, well, I know that you know them too. And that you have honored our choices as we continue in our relationships, as long as those relationships continue to honor you.

Tomorrow's Scripture Reading: Psalm 140 & 141

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