Saturday, 2 January 2021

About three in the afternoon Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?" (which means "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"). – Matthew 27:46

Today's Scripture Reading (January 2, 2021): Matthew 27

First impressions are not always right. And neither is the crowd. Just because there are many does not necessarily mean that they are correct. It is the reason why we need to hear dissenting voices and maybe gain a fresh perspective. It is also why echo chambers, where all we hear are opinions that we agree with, are so dangerous; they tend to reinforce the error.

I mention this because I hold a dissenting opinion when it comes to Jesus quoting Psalm 22:1 (My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?) from the cross. The traditional understanding is that as Jesus bore the sins of the world on his shoulders, God turned his back on his son; that God actually forsook him. My struggle with this interpretation is that it doesn't seem to fit with the rest of the gospel message. Our teaching has always been that it doesn't matter what you have done; God loves you and will not walk away from you. The truth is that we tend to walk away from him and what matters is that we return to him with a repentant heart.

It is the story that Zechariah tells in his prophecy. He sees the High Priest, Joshua, brought before an angel of the Lord, with Satan standing by his side ready to accuse him. Joshua's sin is symbolized by the filthy clothes that he is wearing. The angel's presence represents God's presence, and the angel does not turn his back on Joshua, forsaking him. Instead, he orders that the filthy clothes be removed. "Then he said to Joshua, 'See, I have taken away your sin, and I will put fine garments on you'" (Zechariah 3:4b). For the repentant heart, the reaction of God is never rejection. How much more would this be true for the Son of God?

If we have misread this passage, then what might be the proper reading? Were the words just a mental calculation on the part of Jesus to say what was expected from him on the cross? I don't think so. I also don't believe that there is any great mystery here. In times of great stress, we often feel that we are alone or that the world has conspired against us, even when that is not the truth. Regardless of the support that we might have, the uncomfortable truth is that we can't feel that support and love. Amid help and hope, we feel alone.

As Jesus suffers on the cross, he feels, maybe for the first time, disconnected from his heavenly Father. And so, he quotes the words of the Psalmist; "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me" (Psalm 22:1a)? The truth? As it is during our moments of great stress, the Father is holding his son close to him, weeping over the ordeal Jesus is being put through, even though he understands the reason this must happen. But Jesus can no longer feel that love or connection. All Jesus feels is alone, separated from, and forsaken by his Father.

And this should be a moment of comfort for us. We know those times of stress in our own lives when we feel alone. But the reality is that we are not. God is with us, holding us close, taking off our filthy clothes, and giving us clean clothes to put on. Even our sin couldn't chase God away; we just couldn't feel his presence amid our stress. But when the pressure is removed, we will find, just as Jesus did, that God remained with us; he is still our hope and the one worthy of our trust.

Tomorrow's Scripture Reading: Mark 15


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